Dear Diary,
OMG, you would not believe what happened yesterday!!! H. TALKED TO ME. !!!! Remember when I left H. that note totally spilling my guts like five months ago? H. has totally ignored me since then. (OK, not that H. talked to me much before!!! But still, I was sooooo humiliated. I thought H. hated me.)
I wonder what H. is thinking right now. Do you think H. likes me??? Nah, who am I kidding, H. doesn't know I exist!!! But who knows, right?
I found out about some of the girls H. likes. They are sooo much smarter and cooler than me. :( :( I can't compete with them.
Anyways, let me tell you about YESTERDAY!! I'm walking down the hall and I see H. Big deal, right, I see H. all the time and I'm all like "OMG there's H" and H. pretends I don't even exist. But YESTERDAY H. walked like right by me... and said... "Hey... I got your note." And then walked away.
OMG!!! I could NOT BELIEVE it. What do you think H. meant? Was it like, "Hey, I got your note, and I feel the same way????" or like, "Hey, I got your note, and you're a total loser?" I mean H. has not talked to me in literally months. All my friends say H. totally wants me but I know they're just being nice!!! Sigh... it's hopeless. :( But still... H. TALKED TO ME!!! It's gotta be a step in the right direction... right???
L8rz,
CM
